Procrastination

Procrastination is a helllllluva drug! Forget about cocaine. I learned, that once you give way to procrastination its sooo hard to get off, and in order to wean yourself.. it takes some seriousssss determination. The amount of work that I have due within the next few days is simply atrociousssss lol. Ahhh, so many things to do, within the next few days, SO LITTLE TIME. Well, I can't complain, despite how stressful I may end up feeling, I love the fast-pace atmosphere that the "soo much work to do" mindset has me in. I'm the kind of person that loves to be busy. It may stress me, but I actually like to have to sit down, and wonder how I am going to schedule in another important event/meeting/date/ or whatever. So with that said, I'm off to do, important task #1: braid up my hair, so that I can get it done for tomorrow. I would love to write a proper entry today, but I can't. Maybe tomorrow.

Back At One - Brian McKnight
P.S. I was in Subway briefly today, and this song came on. I had to stop and listen to it. Now, I've known this song for years and years. But it didn't have meaning until J and I got together. It may have seemed menial to him, but those times, when he would look at me, and sing these songs to me with meaning, meant so much to me. And listening to this song at a time like now, where things between us are getting sticky, it immeadiately brings me back to those times. Say farewell to the dark of night... I see the coming of the sun. I feel like a little child. Whose life has just begun. You came and breathed new life, into this lonely heart of mine. You threw out the life line, just in the nick of time. .. A perfect analysis of me.