I Just Want To Tell You

My heartbreak right now, is inexplainable. Its reached a point that I'm so stressed, depressed and sad, that I'm numb. For the most part, extremely numb. Just not here. It scares a part of me, because it doesn't feel mentally healthy. I spend my time crying, sobbing, weeping. Maybe at some other time, I'll be able to speak on what's going on inside of me. Maybe I'll be able to do that when I'm able to understand my emotions for myself. In my heartbreak, I love the Lord. I just do. The only constant in life, I have found is the dependable love of Christ. I don't care, if anyone who reads this, thinks I'm foolish for saying that. It would actually be impossible for me to care less. For different reasons, my heart is broken and I'm depressed. So I spend time with Him in my spirit. Deeper than just physically kneeling at my bedside praying. More substantial than being mentally aware that I am communicating with God. But reach out on that level, that surpasses human nature or expression. That deep, deep place within me... stretched out to Him. Where words cease to possess meaning.



I Just Want to Tell You, Lord I Love You More Than Anything.